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Saying like I am not one of them

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There were 7 of ballistic missiles. I think. I didn’t count. I usually don't. Only stare at the bending windows. I wander what is it russians trying to aim now here. I thought they already destroyed the local power plant - but what do I know. Last time they shot at school and overground metro station. At this point, and that point exactly the year 2026, autumn, I am not that afraid. If things turn out bad - at least you won’t have to deal with stuff anymore. Sure, dealing with stuff sometimes fun, but also really really hard. So… win-win situation. I am working on a sketchbook which will be entirely charcoal. Sometimes it is really fun, also sometimes I don’t see a point in making things. I fall into hating humans to loving them deeply… Saying like I am not one of them, but I am one. I think. My days full of small weird moments, which I could include here, but they all without context. Like a lonely sparkles of awareness in an empty ocean. Sometimes It is because I didn’t sleep wel...

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Some things were before, and others will be after

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  Stop taking life so seriously

yeah

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silent

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I don't know why ai was trying to do some things, thought I am really not ok mentally. I bought books. Don't know if I am glad. A little bit, yes 🦋

color

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This is too chirful for my taste 

ok

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Ok... I'll try to romanticise my life again... I don't know where to go on internet, where I could just be.

tree

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I am going to eat some ice-cream and read. Here is a beautiful tree.

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 I made a video... It is a middle of my day, and I will go and read I think ✨

meaningless

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I just ate an ice cream.. But I failed at making talking videos again. I don't have a desire to talk to the world. I feel like language is meaningless.

mask

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I was masking again. How to stop...

great

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 I ate too much candies. But it is ok. Trying to plan something again. Doesn't go great. 

day

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Day. I made food.

for the day

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For the day. I don't want to have socials, so... I am here.